Feeling Blue
It's after midnight and I'm up, again... I'm missing my kiddos and co-workers. I've been on leave for a couple of weeks due to my Fibromyalgia flaring up. Stress does that. I can't say that I'm relaxed but I am not breaking out in hives everyday. BIG Improvement! It breaks my heart every time I let my mind wander over to teaching. I miss the children. This year I had such a wonderful, dream class. They were so sweet and eager to learn. I am confident that the teacher that took my place is proficient and kind hearted but I still miss them. It is amazing how attached you can get in nine weeks. I'm not sure what the future will bring. I try to think ahead and feel blue so right now I am living in the moment. Learning how to cherish the subtle small things in life we take for granted in the daily grind. My uncle is gravely ill and does not have long to live. I am choosing to focus on the moments with him now. ...